Today I made my first effort to reach out to other moms. For months I have been blatantly ignoring the well-meaning advice of friends, my mom, and my mother-in-law. Yes, I would love to have wonderful, life-affirming friends who can help guide me along every step of motherhood. Who will be there when I am down, provide fellowship and fun and realize the daily tensions of staying at home. Deep down I know this is something that I really, really want, but getting it isn’t easy.